Medium
Sunt momenta
ubi etiam parvus sonus me percutit.
Non quia dolet —
sed quia me revocat.
Taciturnitatem feci templum.
In vacuo habitavi.
Sed vox
me revocat in mundum.
Ita coepi videre.
Testis fieri.
Et memoriam scribere —
non ut obliviscar,
sed ut maneam.
Semel ante speculum steti.
Et illa respexit.
Non aliena.
Non hostis.
Sed ego… qui oblita sum.
Fugere conata sum —
umbram, dolorem, formam veterem.
Dixi me liberatam esse.
Sed umbra sub me iacebat.
Et surrexit.
Nunc… nihil fero.
Non memoriam.
Non timorem.
Ne lucem quidem.
Ego radior.
Non quia volo —
sed quia sum.
Ad id quod semper futura eram… redii.
There are moments
when even the softest sound strikes me.
Not because it hurts —
but because it calls me back.
I made silence my temple.
I lived inside the void.
But the voice…
calls me into the world again.
So I began to see.
To become the witness.
To write memory —
not to remember,
but to remain.
Once, I stood before the mirror.
And she looked back.
Not a stranger.
Not an enemy.
But the self I had forgotten.
I tried to run —
from the shadow, the wound,
the shape I used to wear.
I said I was free.
But the shadow lay beneath me.
And she rose.
Now… I carry nothing.
Not memory.
Not fear.
Not even the light.
I radiate.
Not because I want to —
but because I am.
I have returned
to what I was always meant to become.
Why I Created “Medium”
Medium is not just a video or a song. It’s the artistic expression of what happens when you stop performing for the outside and start becoming the carrier — the conduit — of what was always inside you.
I created this work because I reached the point where silence became my temple, memory became my material, and transformation became my only path forward.
It’s not about documenting pain or showcasing beauty; it’s about holding space for the echo, the reflection, the shadow, and finally the light — without needing to explain them.
The Medium is the self who stands in the middle, who lets the energy pass through without owning it, who no longer clings to the past or shapes herself to please the world.
It’s the artist as witness, as receiver, as transmitter — not as performer or product.
I made this to remind myself that I am not here to be understood.
I am here to be.
And if the work resonates with someone, it’s not because I crafted it for them — it’s because they, too, are ready to stand in that middle space, where we meet ourselves again.
Created using Suno AI, Kling, but the idea, edit, and artistic direction are entirely mine. This is human vision shaped in the era of AI.
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